Welcome to our new forum! All existing NW Cryobank forum users will need to reset their passwords. Click forgot password and enter your email address to receive the link. Email us at info@nwcryobank.com with any questions.
NW Cryobank community boards and sibling connect groups will no longer be available after December 20th, 2023.
Options
Disappointed
BabyLove4
Posts: 49
I had been really excited that March was finally here, and I would get to do my first insem. I had originally planned on doing my first try in November, but when my sister passed away in late October, I think the stress and emotions royally messed up my cycles and AF decided to not show until January. Went to the doctor, got put on Clomid. Last month was my first cycle on Clomid and the 50mg didn't make me ovulate. Although all other signs were all in line for ovulation, I never got a temp spike or smiley. Well.... I was going to call and order, (in fact I did talk to Zach and narrowed down my donor list to two available donors yesterday). However, I have been really thinking about it, and there is no real proof that the 100mg of Clomid will make me ovulate. I was going to order the swimmers and hope for the best, and just send them back if I don't ovulate, but I have come to the conclusion that that seems implusive and maybe not the best way to do things. Nor the best way to get the timing etc. Right, especially because I have NO idea what cycle day I will ovulate (if I do). I guess I just thought I could through caution to the wind, have the swimmers here and maybe I would somehow get really lucky. My rational side has vetoed that idea.
So, I am sitting this cycle out. I am really disappointed and frustrated (although I do think I made the right choice). I really thought I was going to be pregnant by now, or at least trying. I just want this so badly and I'm sick of being in this holding pattern. Sorry, didn't mean to get whiney on you guys, but if anybody understands I know you guys will.
Keeping my fingers crossed that the 100mg of Clomid does the job and my holding pattern will finally end!
Thanks for listening and congratulations to all the new BFP!
So, I am sitting this cycle out. I am really disappointed and frustrated (although I do think I made the right choice). I really thought I was going to be pregnant by now, or at least trying. I just want this so badly and I'm sick of being in this holding pattern. Sorry, didn't mean to get whiney on you guys, but if anybody understands I know you guys will.
Keeping my fingers crossed that the 100mg of Clomid does the job and my holding pattern will finally end!
Thanks for listening and congratulations to all the new BFP!
~Beth
30, SMBC. Dreaming of my beautiful baby....
30, SMBC. Dreaming of my beautiful baby....
0
Comments
I'm right there with you - the waiting and waiting and waiting SUCKS! And I have always KNOWN that I would be a mommy...I completely believe that God put me on this Earth to care for children....but I didn't rush it, waited til the time was right and now sheesh more waiting. But, you are officially TTC now...so look at it that way! Even if you haven't done the insems yet, you are well on your way!!! I really hope you get great results on the 100mg dosage of Clomid and are officially in the miserable TWW soon (;
Need to update a ticker, Silas Anthony Jordon born Oct 11, 2013. 6th baby, so much love!
Today I went to the RE and got a lot of good information, which I still have to post; however there is a light at the end of tunnel.
My prayers are with you and I understand how stressful this time can be. Keep positive and know by waiting, you are waiting to see if your body will ovulate on the clomid. If this dosage does not work, then try the next up. You will get your BFP!!!!
LovingMoms- I am really glad your RE visit went well! I hope your BFP is right around the corner!! : )
30, SMBC. Dreaming of my beautiful baby....