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Does anyone else...

ncteacherncteacher Posts: 178
edited November -1 in Trying to Conceive
...feel like it's just "never going to happen?" We have been playing the TTC game for almost 3 years now. Even though this is only our 3rd round with DS, I am so emotionally detatched that I am just going through the motions...I'm just so used to being disappointed that I am losing hope...

How do I fight that? How do you keep your head up?

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    Sassy2uSassy2u Posts: 236
    edited November -1
    I am sorry that you are feeling low today. I cannot say that I know how you feel as I am in the beginning stages of this but I am 34 and have accepted that it may not happen for me. But I have to say this forum is a great source of inspiration. There is so much positive energy here and wonderful stories of BFPs after many trials and tribulations. I hope you get to feeling more positive and that your next try is the one for you.
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    sugarprincesssugarprincess Posts: 629
    edited November -1
    You are not the only one, i feel the exact same way right now!
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    GoobieGoobie Posts: 3,515
    edited November -1
    There are definitely times that I feel like it may just never happen, and though I do not recomend it, those are the days I smoke and eat junk! I know that if I get a BFN this coming week I will be totally heartbroken, because right now I feel like this IS our month, and if it's not I'm not sure that I can go through this again month after month!
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    Need to update a ticker, Silas Anthony Jordon born Oct 11, 2013. 6th baby, so much love!
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    GaBeekeeperGaBeekeeper Posts: 916
    edited November -1
    please don't give up. I felt like that EVERY month. And even right before my BFP I wasn't too sure it worked.
    But I'm such a pessimist that even now at 5weeks I sometimes don't believe it!!
    Oh and had been trying since April 2009
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    footprintsfootprints Posts: 235
    edited November -1
    I was having this same conversation today with another person. We have used ds for 18 cycles for over 2 years (with doctor fees, meds, ultrasounds, IUI, sperm....it gets expensive). We have had all the test but was finally diagnosed last cycle with PCOS due to high LH levels. I am extremely small, exercise, eat organic, and have the "egg" quality of a 14 year old (per my rm). That said, sometimes I think we will never get pregnant. I keep reminding myself it will happen. Good luck and keep your head up!
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    minnie0672minnie0672 Posts: 1,264
    edited November -1
    Oh I'm right there with you. While I haven't been on this board long I've been ttc on and off since 2008. I just took time off last year to finish my masters degree and the financial strain can be a bit much being a smbc and having to use a re. I just keep saying it will happen when it's time but I'll tell you, this past weekend there have been a lot of tears she'd and the words "why me" came out a lot. Sending lots of good thoughts your way.
    6 IUI's resulting in BFN. 7th IUI was the fun one with pregnant...then not...then ectopic at 7 weeks...IVF #1 - miscarriage...IVF #2 miscarriage 5w6d...IVF #3 cancelled due to not growing embryos and pneumonia...IVF# 4 same old story...BFP then miscarriage...this is getting old...onto possibly Donor Egg or Donor Embryo
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    old mamaold mama Posts: 4,682 ✭
    edited November -1
    I know what you feel. This last cycle I could not even face testing until several days after AF was to arrive. I just couldn't do it and face another disappointment. Having to face reordering and possibly wasting $100 on progesterone supp. made me face reality and do it!!! Hang in There. Hope you have better luck really soon!
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