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You want me to what?? (kinda long)
mamamia
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I got a phone call today that still has me scratching my head and rethinking soooo many things!!! I guess I should give you back story first--so I have a friend who is much younger than I am (he is 23 I am 33). We were friends for a short amount of time before we talked about him being a KD for me and possibly co-parenting. Oh and I guess I should tell you he is gay so we had no worries about having any weirdness in the relationship department. Well at the time he was only about 21 and was partying and playing and being a kid which I wanted him to do. I was going through testing at the time anyway for my PCOS and multiple miscarriages so we decided to not go through with it. I continued to use frozen off and on over the next two years. Recently I decided I was done trying. It just became too much for me financially and emotionally- I know I will have kids and want to adopt and so I was and am ok with not giving birth. WELL, I get a phone call today from him and his new fiancee (who happens to be just as amazing as he is- he actually got him to call down and grow up alot) and they have decided they want to get married and have kids....with ME!!! They both talked so fast I couldnt even speak. They are offering to pay for any doctor visits etc and they want to co-parent not just me have a baby for them. They are willing to use either one of them for it to happen- my friend knows how much I cant wait to be a mommy and they wanna be daddies....sounds simple right...but its not-- I dont know if I can go through all of the emotions again--How would my family deal with it (not that I REALLY care most of them would be sooooo happy) -- I just started my Doctorate program--how is THAT gonna work? ugh-- I cant tell anyone else right now because I just cant take the in my face kinda thing right now -- ugh been sitting here for hours trying to work on a paper and stressing and crying ...
Thanks for ALWAYS being here ladies!! I have appreciated it for years now and am happy to know I can always come to you for a shoulder or an opinion!! You dont have to say anything if you dont want but thanks for letting me air it out for myself!
Thanks for ALWAYS being here ladies!! I have appreciated it for years now and am happy to know I can always come to you for a shoulder or an opinion!! You dont have to say anything if you dont want but thanks for letting me air it out for myself!
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I just turned 50 and fabulous!!! Enjoying life with my amazing family!!
Mom to Rachel 33, Bethany 30, Rebekah 30, Zachrey 20 and several angel babies
Grandma to Larissa 11, Brittney 11, Trevor 11, Destiny 7, Jayvin 6, Jackxon 3, Kaleb Joshua Rian 1. Grandbaby #8, Sariah Grace born 11-17-16
First, just take some time and process this. If they want to get together and talk right away, find a good time after you've had 5-6 days, or a week or two, to think about this. You're in the middle of a semester now, so maybe wait until after spring break or finals to really give it some thought..
How does it feel? Inside? Are you crying because it hurts to have hope again? Are you crying because you are scared of the possibilities with co-parenting? Are you crying because you had just accepted not giving birth and going with adoption, or are you crying because you thought you had accepted it, and really hadn't? Just... figure out how you're really feeling, and maybe you need to talk with both of them, a lot, before you get there.
The idea of co-parenting can be both thrilling and a relief, and incredibly stressful. How well do you know then? How long have you know them? Are they the kind of men you want in your life, the rest of your life? Forever? If you don't know, then start spending more time with them to find out. Ethically, do they line up with your standards? Same religion? This isn't something you just know the answer to - it takes time to find out. Start spending a couple nights a week together - sort of like dating. If you don't have time to do that now, then wait. But if you think there might be something here, if they are the kind of men you could see being daddies to your child, then pursue it. It could be a great dream come true - good healthy sperm, two daddies for your baby, more extended family (you can never have enough people loving your child), monetary support for the conception process and for your child and their future.
But if you do move forward, of course, you know to see a lawyer and have a thorough co-parenting agreement written up. See this site for some good sample CoParenting agreements, just to give you an idea of some things to think or talk about. Maia also offers pre-conception counseling, in person and from afar, for potential coparents. http://www.maiamidwifery.com/preconception.htm
Good luck. You'll be fine. And it'll be the right decision, whatever you choose. Just give it time.
~ Sandy
Amanda and Chandra
I know lesbian and gay male couples (the guys mixed their sperm {interesting, right? }and girl A inseminated girl B with it)who have done the co-parenting. I think it's more people to love the child. It's not "sharing your child" if it is the child that all of you want and agreed to raise together. You would all be sharing in the love and responsibility and hardships that come with parenting. Lots of families split up and though it may be called shared custody, it's not like borrowing an outfit or sharing a movie. It's bigger than that and I think all parties need to be aware of the seriousness and logistics of it.
With that said - good luck processing and making and informed decision!
Looking back on it, being a student with small, well cared for responsibilities and plenty of time to finish my dissertation would've been great for parenting a tiny one. Exhausting, yes, but great as well. I think that ttc and working on a doctorate can actually work well together. TTC can be overwhelming and feel like you're getting nowhere, as you well know, and if you're making progress on your degree at the same time at least you can see movement somewhere, you know?
As a student do you have health care? With multiple miscarriages I'm sure you'll want to be working closely with your doctor, so having a good plan would be important.
Anyway, I'm rambling on.. but the point is that if you want it to work with grad school, it will.