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My first time.....totally obsessing!!!!
em'smoms
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Hi, I am pretty new to this forum and this is our first month trying ici at home for #2. I am totally obsessing about this so decided after reading some of the topics and posts here that this is a safe place to just vent!!
So here is my story- I just turned 36 and last spring we decided we better try for #2 before I got any older, I started using OPKs and for two months never detected a surge, then had a 40+ day cycle, went to our RE who got us pregnant IUI with number one and he said he did think I was ovulating every month because I was having periods but saw some cysts on ultrasound and gave me a tentative diagnosis of PCOS but blood tests showed good hormone levels. He told me to lose alittle weight and revisit the idea of pregnancy in 6 mos, he felt positive that I could get pregnant quickly again (it took on the second IUI attempt with DD). This fall I did the HCG diet and lost 15 pounds and after that started having short cycles of 19-26 days in length. In January we decided to start monitoring ovulation again so last cycle I did OPKs and started temping mid cycle. I did get what I thought was a positive OPK on CD9 but ended up with a 31 day cycle so ovulation was obviously delayed and I never got EWCM- just creamy and some watery in the week after the positive OPK.
Anyway so started taking Fertilaid about 2 weeks ago and Evening Primrose oil for EWCM help. I am now on CD11- second urine this morning (about 8am) had about a half dark line on OPK but another test at 10:30 was nothing. I have been trying to feel my cervix, still a beginner but I think it feels firm. Started mucinex on Sunday and CM is light and watery with a little white creaminess.
So here is why I am freaking out! Swimmers arrive TODAY! We leave for vacation Friday morning and return Sunday afternoon (flying so can not take the sperm with us!). Considering how inconsistent my cycles have been over the past 6 months I could ovulate anywhere between CD13-CD18 which means between Thursday and next Tuesday! My DP tells me I am just totally obsessing and she is no help what so ever since she is so "uninvolved" since she works long hours and it is my body and all! She is on board with our trying but has also been pretty ambivalent about if it takes, she is happy with our one beautiful daughter.
So not sure what anyone's advice would be besides to just CHILL OUT! I really wanted to inseminate before our vacation so I could just relax but now I am getting worried that we might get our insemination window on vacation and totally miss out on trying this cycle!!!! Oh and I am on spring break this week, my DD is at daycare yesterday and today so I have way too much time to obsess!
If anyone has any thoughts or advice on timing around vacation, I would love to hear it! I am so happy to have found this forum- reading all your posts has really made me feel better and not so alone on this rollercoaster! Plus it is nice to know there are other Type A obsessors out there!!!
So here is my story- I just turned 36 and last spring we decided we better try for #2 before I got any older, I started using OPKs and for two months never detected a surge, then had a 40+ day cycle, went to our RE who got us pregnant IUI with number one and he said he did think I was ovulating every month because I was having periods but saw some cysts on ultrasound and gave me a tentative diagnosis of PCOS but blood tests showed good hormone levels. He told me to lose alittle weight and revisit the idea of pregnancy in 6 mos, he felt positive that I could get pregnant quickly again (it took on the second IUI attempt with DD). This fall I did the HCG diet and lost 15 pounds and after that started having short cycles of 19-26 days in length. In January we decided to start monitoring ovulation again so last cycle I did OPKs and started temping mid cycle. I did get what I thought was a positive OPK on CD9 but ended up with a 31 day cycle so ovulation was obviously delayed and I never got EWCM- just creamy and some watery in the week after the positive OPK.
Anyway so started taking Fertilaid about 2 weeks ago and Evening Primrose oil for EWCM help. I am now on CD11- second urine this morning (about 8am) had about a half dark line on OPK but another test at 10:30 was nothing. I have been trying to feel my cervix, still a beginner but I think it feels firm. Started mucinex on Sunday and CM is light and watery with a little white creaminess.
So here is why I am freaking out! Swimmers arrive TODAY! We leave for vacation Friday morning and return Sunday afternoon (flying so can not take the sperm with us!). Considering how inconsistent my cycles have been over the past 6 months I could ovulate anywhere between CD13-CD18 which means between Thursday and next Tuesday! My DP tells me I am just totally obsessing and she is no help what so ever since she is so "uninvolved" since she works long hours and it is my body and all! She is on board with our trying but has also been pretty ambivalent about if it takes, she is happy with our one beautiful daughter.
So not sure what anyone's advice would be besides to just CHILL OUT! I really wanted to inseminate before our vacation so I could just relax but now I am getting worried that we might get our insemination window on vacation and totally miss out on trying this cycle!!!! Oh and I am on spring break this week, my DD is at daycare yesterday and today so I have way too much time to obsess!
If anyone has any thoughts or advice on timing around vacation, I would love to hear it! I am so happy to have found this forum- reading all your posts has really made me feel better and not so alone on this rollercoaster! Plus it is nice to know there are other Type A obsessors out there!!!
-Rebecca (Blessed mom of two beautiful, healthy girls)
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JUST KIDDING!!:)
It sounds like you are doing everything you can to have the best possible chance at getting pregnant. I know they say to completely ignore the lh tests unless the test line is darker than the control line, but I definitely saw the test line get darker over the course of a day or so before I got a totally positive test. Your surge is probably coming. Since you saw the test line a half dark, I suggest testing as often as every 4 -6 hours, I got my positive at 12:30 am. You never know when its coming.
Hopefully you with get your +opk and inseminate accordingly.
I dont mean to sound woo-woo, but it has helped me to remember to breathe go for walks and get fresh air. Focus on turning the obsessive feeling into positive exited energy.
When in doubt, rent a movie and distract yourself.
Good luck. Welcome to the forum!
Looks like you have been on quite a journey TTC, have seen your posts around the forum. Best of luck to you gals!!! Hoping your BFP is near!!!!
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Thank you for the good wishes. I haven't been on the TTC for very long, but it was a difficult first round because I had so many dramatic symptoms.
My fingers are crossed for you. Let us know!
I worry we will be way to early to insem Thursday night and Friday morning if I don't surge tonight or first thing tomorrow morning.... aarrgghhh
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ETA: you might want to call the airport to ask about bringing dry ice through airport security if it's something you're seriously thinking about doing...
One thing I was thinking of, if your last BFP was 4 years ago, then remember that as you get older you O closer to +OPK, so if 4 years ago it was 36 hours, it might only be 28 now... do you temp to know when your rise is?
Need to update a ticker, Silas Anthony Jordon born Oct 11, 2013. 6th baby, so much love!
I am temping but this is my first full cycle temping, last cycle I started late and due to my daughter and my being sick it was pretty wacky and I was unable to pin point ovulation (unless my luteal phase is 18+ days long I had to have o'd like several days after I thought I had a positive OPK but in retrospect am wondering if that test was really positive or I jumped the gun (lines test, now have smilies too) but did seem diphasic.
I took a smiley 1 hour past I took my second urine lined test that seemed almost positive but no smiley. Maybe it was too soon, i am going to hold for 3 hours now and try again. My cycle is so inconsistent it might be possible that I will surge on Saturday and we can insem when we get back but what if I surge tonight or tomorrow!!!!!!!!! Oh this is just so frustrating!!!!
Thank goodness I found this forum! I can't even tell my DP half of this cause she just glazes over, although she did have a good suggestion that if we totally miss it this time we could drop the vials off at our RE's office and just forget about trying from home and do IUIs with them instead next month. But I really wanted to try this month!!!!!! Waaa!
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It still is reachable and pretty firm, but I am new to the whole checking the cervix thing this cycle so I don't really know. I don't think I have ever had EWCM and got preseed cause I am actually concerned that maybe my CM is hostile?!? Doc assisted IUI got me pregnant quick but have not been "in contact" with sperm in many years!!! Figures my first month TTC would be uber stressful!!!
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Your cycle has been irregular, your surge may still come. If you tested twice a day or more while you were gone you probably would have caught it.
Good luck, I hope you get a +opk right away.
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