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Single mamas, how do you fight the baby fever!
jenoglv
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First I had the pregnancy fever with no real desire for a newborn baby, but now it's expanded into wanting a tiny baby. Like to the point that I'm almost tempted to ask strangers if I can hold their tiny babies. lol I know all mommies get the fever, but I think it might be a little more difficult for us singletons. If I were in a relationship (with 2 incomes), there might be a chance I could have another in a year. But I'm not and there is NO way I can afford two kids right now. It makes me kind of sad, because I know it will be a while before I can realistically think about number 2.
Jennifer SMBC, mama to Rhys.
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Then I have an absolutely miserable day where Maggie is fussy and seething and that helps me remember that u am not quite ready for #2.
You will see as rhys gets bigger and more active.
Don't get me wrong love Maggie like crazy.
Progesterone therapy and baby aspirin daily
Two miscarriages in between (August 2012 - same donor as Maggie, and December 2014 with husband)
Maggie
Mommy to Twins plus One - donor 733
Going into my pregnancy with L I truly had NO desire to be pregnant or give birth. But literally, from the time that she was 3 minutes until this very moment, the thought of having another child has been in the forefront of my mind.
While I couldn't afford another child right this moment, here are the steps I'm taking to make it happen:
1. I'm buying a house. I will be saving $500/mo compared to what I'm paying in rent. That difference alone will go towards childcare for my second child.
2. I'm buying a new, more efficient car. My monthly car payments, insurance, and fuel will drop by $150/mo. That should cover diapers and health insurance.
3. I'll be getting a raise in a 2 months.
4. By the time the baby arrives, L will be out of diapers (cost saving), her child care will drop (cost saving), and I will be getting another raise.
So, when you look into the future and crunch the numbers, that which doesn't seem possible today can become VERY possible in one year. : )
my cousins are all having babies, so I get little "fixes" here and there. I canhold the teeny tiny babies and love on them... and when they poop or start screaming - hand them back. then I go home and sleep all night LOL
it's hard sometimes... but it wouldn't be responsible for me to have another. there's no amount of penny pinching that will help either.
DS (7) - d#470
Boy, n.: a noise with dirt on it.
Oh, and most days just having a 2 year old is birth control enough!
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In all honsety ..... I don't have a huge desire either, but I truly think it's the right thing to do for Lilianna.
Would I love to be pregnant again? Totally!!
Would I love to breastfeed again? Totally!!
Would I love to go through the baby phases again? Some parts yes, some parts no.
Do I have the moeny right now? Not technically.
Am I torn about not being able to give Lilianna 100% of me? Absolutely.
But, in the end, when I think about who she'll be several years from now, and then again when she's and adult, I truly believe in my heart that she will cherish the fact that she has a sibling. Someone who is not only her friend and support system when Mom just doesn't understand or can't be there, but someone who is also a 100% biological sibling that can relate to her as a donor-conceived child. Someone who shares her genes, and can be there in a way that only a teenager can appreciate. Someone to share clothes with, secrets with, and chores with. And sadly .... someone to be there when I'm gone.
I am going to stop fighthing the baby fever and start trying again in June/July ))
BFP- 8/9/09 at 10DPO, after 4 years TTC. Sydnee born on April 14th 2010. BFP #2 at 11DPO 9/29/12. Due 6/11/13