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Thank you! **cross posted**
twondra
Posts: 81
I have a lot to write out but right now I just can't. I want to thank everyone for all your comments, emails, thoughts, prayers, everything.
Selfishly I haven't been able to go to any blogs/boards. I'm sorry. I just can't hear about IVF cycles, see baby bumps, ultrasound pics, pregnancies etc. right now. I just can't and I'm sorry. Please know I still pray for you guys and still wish you sincerely the best. I really do. I just need to take care of myself. Please accept my apology.
This has been a huge loss, much bigger than a lot know. We had decided that this would probably be my last chance to try and carry for several reasons so not only are we grieving the loss of our babies, I'm also grieving the loss of carrying and it hurts so much.
Please don't tell me not to give up, that it's always possible, that anything can happen, etc. I know all that. But, right now, I need to grieve carrying along with the loss of our babies. I need to for me.
If any of this sounds harsh, please know that is not the intention. I would never want to sound harsh. I'm just devastated and hurt more than I ever thought I could.
Thank you all so much for all your support and love and holding me up when I can't stand on my own.
Love you all and I couldn't make it through this without your love.
Thank you.
((HUGS))
Selfishly I haven't been able to go to any blogs/boards. I'm sorry. I just can't hear about IVF cycles, see baby bumps, ultrasound pics, pregnancies etc. right now. I just can't and I'm sorry. Please know I still pray for you guys and still wish you sincerely the best. I really do. I just need to take care of myself. Please accept my apology.
This has been a huge loss, much bigger than a lot know. We had decided that this would probably be my last chance to try and carry for several reasons so not only are we grieving the loss of our babies, I'm also grieving the loss of carrying and it hurts so much.
Please don't tell me not to give up, that it's always possible, that anything can happen, etc. I know all that. But, right now, I need to grieve carrying along with the loss of our babies. I need to for me.
If any of this sounds harsh, please know that is not the intention. I would never want to sound harsh. I'm just devastated and hurt more than I ever thought I could.
Thank you all so much for all your support and love and holding me up when I can't stand on my own.
Love you all and I couldn't make it through this without your love.
Thank you.
((HUGS))
Tammy and Mark...TTC since 2003
12 failed IUIs, 1 failed IVF after rare fertilized eggs not dividing, Adopted 3 perfect embies in April 2010--BFN.
Undergoing FET with 3 adopted embies spring 2011
www.twondra.blogspot.com
www.freewebs.com/twondra Mark's transplant journey
12 failed IUIs, 1 failed IVF after rare fertilized eggs not dividing, Adopted 3 perfect embies in April 2010--BFN.
Undergoing FET with 3 adopted embies spring 2011
www.twondra.blogspot.com
www.freewebs.com/twondra Mark's transplant journey
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Progesterone therapy and baby aspirin daily
Two miscarriages in between (August 2012 - same donor as Maggie, and December 2014 with husband)
Maggie
Do whatever you need, for as long as you need to heal yourself. We care so much about you and even if all we can do is listen, we will always be here for that.
May peace find you soon.
L on the left, G on the right