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I was going to have my baby next weekend...

diane&tammydiane&tammy Posts: 1,467
edited November -1 in Miscarriage/Loss
Yesterday was so awful for me. The emotions seemed to just hit me out of nowhere. I lost my baby in December, my EDD was 7/05. I knew it wasn't going to be easy but I didn't expect to feel this horrible! I'm back to crying all day :( I hate this..


  • old mamaold mama Posts: 4,682
    edited November -1
    I am sorry. My heart goes out for you. I too have those moments especially after the first anniversary of my due dates that it hit me. Firsts of holidays were awful too. I (and several women I know) have found little private ways to remember that baby...there are special pieces of jewelry. I know many women who have done that. Even e-bay has some inexpensive ones. I know someone who planted a tree. Someone releases balloons on the anniversary of the day she lost her baby. There are also support groups for women who have lost babies to miscarriage or stillbirth. Our babies were real and loved from the moment of conception.
  • mindystarmindystar Posts: 218
    edited November -1
    I'm so sorry. I can't even imagine the emotional turmoil :( Sending hugs your way.
    Hoping and waiting to be a Choice Mom/SMBC!
    6/2013 IUI-BFN
    5/2015 ICI-BFN
    7/2015-ICI-BFN :(
    My journey now is leading to international adoption...the best of luck to all you mommies out there!
  • merilungmerilung Posts: 1,177
    edited November -1
    I am so, so sorry :( I am thinking of you and praying that you get your rainbow baby soon. <3<3<3
    TTC since September 2007 - 8 donor insems in 2012, all BFN. DH had varicocele repair #2 1/3/14.
    It worked! Two clomid cycles and two IUI's with injectables all BFN, on to IVF! 3dt of 2 perfect embryos on 12/15/14, BFP 7dp3dt! Frederick Lars born at 37 weeks on 8/15/15!! FET for #2 on 9/29/16 - BFP 5dp5dt!! Bertram Wilder and Mabel Moon born at 28.4 weeks on 3/29/17!
  • Mommy2016Mommy2016 Posts: 1,037
    edited November -1
    I am so sorry. :(
    Luca Gabriel was born 10/25/17 at 34 weeks, due to PROM. He's healthy and perfect! I'm in love!
    5/2015-BFN 6/2015-Chemical 8/2015-BFN 10/2015-BFN 12/2015-BFP (miscarriage)
    2/2016-BFN 4/2016-BFN 7/2016-BFN 10/2016-BFN 11/2016-BFN 12/2016-BFN 3/2017-BFP!!!
  • diane&tammydiane&tammy Posts: 1,467
    edited November -1
    Thank you all for the kind words.
  • emlklg444emlklg444 Posts: 645
    edited November -1
    I feel your heartbreak. I'm so sorry. I hate that we have to go through this... my due date (from 1st miscarriage) was April 4th this year....that day was terrible. my due date (from 2nd miscarriage) is Aug. 9th. I keep seeing women who are as pregnant as I would have been with the baby due is's very very difficult & my eyes fill with tears on some days... but we will continue to try, and won't give up until we have our rainbow baby! Hugs to you.
    1st daughter born 9/26/2013 (bfp 2nd attempt at home ICI)
    2nd daughter born 3/8/2016 (bfp after 7 attempts at home ICI, 2 miscarriages, 1 D&C)
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  • b&kmakebabiesb&kmakebabies Posts: 818
    edited November -1
    I'm so sorry you have to go through are in my thoughts.

    TTC from 06/2015...Baby M born 11/24/16!
  • flashpackerflashpacker Posts: 363
    edited November -1
    My due date for the pregnancy I miscarried is this month too. Since I'm pregnant again that is making it somewhat easier but there is still definitely a major sadness and sense of loss there approaching the due date, since I didn't love that baby any less than the one I'm currently carrying. I think my MC was due to having a high fever so quite possibly I would've kept it if I hadn't gotten sick. The idea of having likely miscarried a healthy baby is distressing. I hope we both end up getting our rainbow babies. Sending you good thoughts for getting through this.
  • merryshannonmerryshannon Posts: 503
    edited November -1
    *hugs* Oh guys my heart is with you. I hope your next BFP comes very soon and brings you your take-home baby <3
    Early ovarian failure. 4 failed ICIs, 6 failed IUIs. Donor Egg IVF in Greece: IVF#1 12/2014 - BFP, miscarried at 6WK3D. IVF #2 4/2015 - BFN. IVF#3 7/2015 - BFP. Baby boy Searc born 4/8/16 - 9lbs, 2 oz <3

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