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not sure how to feel
F2M n Spouse
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We've tried numerous times, spending thousands of dollars/draining our bank account to try for a baby and still nothing. Sometimes I avoid social media because of all the people who are pregnant or announcing pregnancy. I just sit and think why me?
The last week or so I've been feeling really down. Just found out Heaths brother and his girlfriend are expecting and my heart is breaking for that baby. They both smoke pot and drink regularly, he can't keep a job longer than a month and she works part time at minimum wage, both high school drop outs, she was fired from my work for sleeping with other employees while on the job, they break up every other day..the list could go on.
I dont get how they think they will afford a baby but yet people like Heath and I who are more than deserving/willing/wanting to start a family of our own are struggling. I know it will make us more appreciative of the gift of life but I don't understand how some people get blessed with children?!? It seriously baffles me.
We both just feel so defeated. I don't lIke to talk about it because instantly the alligator tears start but I feel like it's a slap in our face. And it just plain erks me to the depth of my soul. They have NO financial means of taking care of this baby so another baby that our hard earned tax dollars are going to be spent on for who knows how long. How can people be so irresponsible? And shoot the kid probably isn't even his brothers considering just 2 months ago I caught her at my work leaving with a guy but yet his brother just thinks I'm blowing smoke or something.....just feeling so hurt and let down.
The last week or so I've been feeling really down. Just found out Heaths brother and his girlfriend are expecting and my heart is breaking for that baby. They both smoke pot and drink regularly, he can't keep a job longer than a month and she works part time at minimum wage, both high school drop outs, she was fired from my work for sleeping with other employees while on the job, they break up every other day..the list could go on.
I dont get how they think they will afford a baby but yet people like Heath and I who are more than deserving/willing/wanting to start a family of our own are struggling. I know it will make us more appreciative of the gift of life but I don't understand how some people get blessed with children?!? It seriously baffles me.
We both just feel so defeated. I don't lIke to talk about it because instantly the alligator tears start but I feel like it's a slap in our face. And it just plain erks me to the depth of my soul. They have NO financial means of taking care of this baby so another baby that our hard earned tax dollars are going to be spent on for who knows how long. How can people be so irresponsible? And shoot the kid probably isn't even his brothers considering just 2 months ago I caught her at my work leaving with a guy but yet his brother just thinks I'm blowing smoke or something.....just feeling so hurt and let down.
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many people will tell me to just let it happen but hello, you cannot let it happen when you use a donor. its not possible. its not like natural sex and I find that frustrating and maddening to hear it when they dont know.
I have other children and got pregnant easily. so my issue is my body not working now and thats a failure in some ways
TTC from 06/2015...Baby M born 11/24/16!